Whoooop!! Torres scored a stunning goal against Man U followed by Babel's last minute goal. Hehe. 2 Red cards given to each team. Watched the match at Hotel Rendevous's backyard. All Liverpool fans gathered. Fun, I must say. Exciting and LIV played really really well. =)

Tomorrow, meeting grandma for Dim Sum at Jumbo. These days, my life sucks. I'm dwelling on some important shit and I'm irritated with some people. But... I have to pick up the courage to tell them off. Haiz.

♥ 10:26 AM

This week has been so far so good. Haha.. Well, nothing much has been happening. Been staying home, popping by mum's office, driving, meeting up with my good old friends. Realised I've been growing fatter. Went to eat at a nice steakhouse at Tanjong Pagar with mum, Jess, aunt and my cousins. Ate like a boar. I especially love the oyster monary!! Freaking yummy. We had escargots, soup, salad, desert.. Lalala.. And at Aunt Bel's house, the cookies, brownie were GREAT!! Haha.. I have to lose weight now. K's going to stay in camp Friday till Saturday morning. Am gonna be sooooooooo bored. See what plans I can come out with. Love love~

Sorry for my ever-so-boring blog.

♥ 11:59 AM

Honestly, I feel weird being home alone with Kent's mum. Can't be rude to shut her off, so I left the door slightly open. She walks pasts few times, and randomly chats me up. Words like dream big, be dynamic... She used [[Husband & wife, Teamwork, Kent and you]] in the same sentence. I'm like "yeah...". I am getting ready to leave the house. The air is a ittle hard to breathe. =X

♥ 11:06 PM

I love guitarist Slash from G&R and Synyster Gates from A7X! Their the best. Staying home on a lazy Sunday and currently listening to G&R. I love this song and the video is FAB.

♥ 2:01 AM

Was looking high and low for my lost certificates and Dad asked me to check if it's inside some files under his bed. Pulled it out and found the cutest things. Didn't know that he was "secretly" keeping our stuff. I mean, usually we'll just throw our school stuff everywhere and it's shocking what I found. Haha.. So cute, meaningful and shy for me.

In my own "memory" file, I kept stuff such as letters my Primary besties wrote to me. And I found a letter a boy (my pri sch friend) wrote. And it said "I didn't want to mail you your present cause of the "Y2K". " So.. I know it's in Primary 6, millenium blahh. Haha. So KAWAII!!


The latest mail is probably the one Tiara wrote to me in class. Sec 3!! Hahaha.. Ended with "Ok la.. I gtg do maths liao. Reply k? Let me know if you have any problems. I'll try my best to help you." <3!!





Dad's file contained a note I wrote to him in 1998 and stuff like my PSLE cert, P school report book lalala~ I called jess when I saw the note, she's like "I wanna see.. BTW, go and see mine, I can spell wrongly somemore. Haha.." So... Took those pics! And FYI. Me, the Joanna you ALL know.. Won 2nd prize for Baby Contest when she's 1yrs old. ^.^

Jess & Myself

♥ 7:26 AM

Nov, am gonna tattoo "Ut Amem Et Foveam". For now, I have learnt to cherish every minute with you.

Love you soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much.

♥ 5:17 PM

This was one of those things that cracks me up. Copy+pasted from Jess's facebook. Dad's msg to me... and her.


Jess Tan Happy holidaying! I've been stoning at work the past 4 days. Gonna stone for 9 hours again tmr. I'm gonna be senile soon. Zzzzzz
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Joanna Tan
Help me do the thing plsssss... Beg you.
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Jeffrey Tan
Pls be strong, Joanna. Take charge of your life. You are the maker of your destiny. There are alot of people out there who has fallen and got up again. Today, they are successful millionaires. You read and find out who they are. Remember you have the power to decide what you want in life. Know your strength and go for it. Change if you can. Sometimes it can be painful but it will be for the good of you. It's your life. Take charge. Recharge, renew..change.
Yesterday at 5:03pm

Jeffrey Tan
Jessica, don't drive yourself nuts. Ask your brother in Australia cos they don't kill themselves with work. I was doing admin duty and I know that no matter how much overtime I put in at the desk, there will always be more work piled up tomorrow. So, take one thing at a time and don't kill yourself with work. Learn to unwind. Ask Joanna cos she ... knows best about chillout and unwinding except that I think she has over done it. You check what Joanna means by asking "to help do the things, plsssss...Beg you". Has she gone mad again? Maybe she should turn to God for help. Find out pls and help her stay away from her smoking, drinking and gambling. Pray for her and with her.

I loveeeeee my dad. The only great man I know capable of raising 2 monkeys and a normal girl in a nice house and enough money to spend for the rest of his life.

PS. He sounds like a philosopher~

♥ 6:36 AM

After all you've put me through, I'm more in love with you.

We'll get through this. Lalala~

♥ 5:59 AM

You and me, used to be together, everyday together, ALWAYS.
I really feel, that I'm losin my Best Friend, I can't believe that this could be the end..
It looks as though you're letting go, and if it's real, well I don't want to know.

*I don't know how I feel tomorrow.
And I don't know what to say tomorrow.
Tomorrow is a different day.

And I wanna believe you, when you tell me that it will be ok. Yeah, I try to believe you.
Not today.. Tomorrow it may change.

♥ 7:21 PM

It's Thursday morning. I slept for 2 hours. I ate a little. Didn't have appetite. As I laze in bed right now, the feeling has finally hit me. When I heard the news, I was just like "ok... knew it". And now, it's totally different kind of feelings. I feel heartbroken, I'm so sad, I'm sick and tired and so worried. Sometimes, I don't know if that's sympathy or love. I'm speechless. Maybe I should have done something more, but you'd be pissed off at me. And now, you'll probably regret, but there's nothing else you can do other than face the consequences. My minds blank right now. Totally moodless. It's 10am and I got a feeling somethings very wrong. Been through it and it shouldn't be this late. Something's very wrong.

PS. I seem to speak in a little coded language but ya, it's private la... DUH.

♥ 7:15 PM

I'm @ Bedok for today. Nothing to do. This morning, I slept at 11am. OMFG. Can kill myself. I woke up at 7pm. Here I am at Bedok at 12am in the morning will a satisfied tummy containing my sandwich and moon cake. The house is so quiet. Everyone's sleeping. Not used to it. So different from K's. Anws, my mum asked me if I wanna laser off my leg tattoo. She said, it's for the future career. But I don't know what I should do. Hmm.. See how.

Having driving tomorrow afternoon. At 12.45pm, then probably go meet mother or sth. Friday, off to Paulaner! FINALLY can see Bel sing. Gonna meet gf Tiara and Freesia. Hehe.

BTW. HAPPY BDAY F! TMD, DONT WANNA TELL US. Love you and may you stay lovely and cute always!!

♥ 8:55 AM

Friday-Watched Sorority Row. Great movie. Thrilling for me.
PS* MBS called me already!! I've got the joooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooob! Gonna sign the appt etter and attend some talk on Friday 10am! Haha.. Am so happy! Finally! Back to the working life.

♥ 10:11 AM

Got up at 10pm. Couldn' believe it myself.

1. I am not a junkie.
2. I drink realy little.
3. I do not fancy clubbing.
4. I am changed.

What are you gonna do? There's nothing you can do anws. Live with it or just fcuk off. It's not cool and I'm not gonna act like I like it.

Your life doesn't ook perfect. Only you think it is. Keep smiling while you can for I know, I will have a better life than you. I will stop crying over spilled milk and move on. I will do better than you. Don't worry. Go on, for whatever you say or do doesn't affect my anymore. So FUCK YOU.

♥ 8:00 AM