It's Thursday morning. I slept for 2 hours. I ate a little. Didn't have appetite. As I laze in bed right now, the feeling has finally hit me. When I heard the news, I was just like "ok... knew it". And now, it's totally different kind of feelings. I feel heartbroken, I'm so sad, I'm sick and tired and so worried. Sometimes, I don't know if that's sympathy or love. I'm speechless. Maybe I should have done something more, but you'd be pissed off at me. And now, you'll probably regret, but there's nothing else you can do other than face the consequences. My minds blank right now. Totally moodless. It's 10am and I got a feeling somethings very wrong. Been through it and it shouldn't be this late. Something's very wrong.

PS. I seem to speak in a little coded language but ya, it's private la... DUH.

♥ 7:15 PM